Tuesday, December 09, 2008
im so tired now. seriously. i also duno wad im tired of. i really wonder. mayb it's just time tt i took andy and diana's med alr... today went out to orchard. had nice korean food. e food at e crystal jade korean restaurant is super nice. okies... e bibimbab was e best i ever had... tt was e highlight of e whole day. but since e moment i got on e car, someone kept asking me why m i so serious today. i really duno! am i serious? just because i dun talk crazily and laugh crazily dosen't mean tt im serious. okies... i admit thr was something bothering me but tt thing only came like aft we reached orchard and aft sometime...
went to watsons and saw e whole selection of pregnancy test kits and those crazy condoms placed tgt and we both saw different things. and someone has to comment on those things. and immed e thing i did was to walk away. i just got this er xin feeling in me. i also duno y.
my relative hasn't come yet but im not scared anymore. im more scared of my health now. as in isit cux of my health tt it hasn't come yet? hahas... i guess im such a worry-wart. stupid me.
tmr going to watch bolt and eat nydc. plus got interview to go to. seriously im now having super mixed feelings abt this thing la. i like e slacking life i have now but seriously do i not want to progress in my life? nopes! i want to progress... i want and need $$ to finance my mayb accompanying diana thingy... i want $$ to do brazilian wax in which im alr set on it. tattoo? i really duno abt it. piercing... not really... hahas...
min jus came home and she brought darren with her. as much as they quarrel, they are still happy and my sis is kinda fortunate, or rather xing fu i shd say. her attitude is find trouble everyday type and it sometimes jus put me to wonder if really guys are only attracted to pretty girls with hot body and always find trouble. 2 good examples: my sis and diana. seriously. same type exactly. but im jus tired of all e thinking alr... haven start studying yet. im so dead. yet im so sian. give up hope.
e thought of mayb nxt time not meeting anymore is i duno.... mixed..... i know it's best like tis yet u know e feeling huh... i also duno how to describe... but i know i can get over it. aftall i came such a long way to whr im at now and i shd just continue perservering and not slut myself!
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